You both were heavily panting. You immediately pushed Jungkook away and got up grabbing your clothes hurriedly “sh-t.. Sh-t..” You cursed under your breath. Jungkook rested on the couch still unbothered to put on his clothes while checking you out shamelessly. “Oh stop it!” You scoffed pulling up your panties under your skirt. He smirked slightly, enjoying the scene “what you look great like this. ” You glared “just go to sleep! And.. I'm letting it slide for now since you're drunk!.. And you better wipe off that smug of your face Jeon!” She walked away quickly leaving Jungkook alone .

Next Day

You waited for him to wake up in the living room. After a few minutes Jungkook comes down the stairs yawning softly. You clenched your fists seeing him so unbothered got on your nerves even more. “You wanna talk about yesterday?” He rolled his eyes “it was just s-x. Not something you've never done before” You bit your tongue trying not to overreact “Well I usually don't go sleep around with my ‘step son’ okay?!” “I'm not your anything okay?! Father's dead and even if he was alive. We're never anything” He says in disgust. The whole idea of him being your step son grossed him out especially after what he did last night.

You stared at him in disbelief “alright. Very well there's absolutely nothing crazy or disturbing about what you did last night” He glared at you “ I don't remember you complaining instead you enjoyed it too” Your cheeks flushes with embarrassment and anger “That was a normal physiological response!! And you threw yourself at me!” “You could've slapped me or kicked me in the nuts! You had plenty of choices!” He slammed the newspaper roughly on the table . “Well next time I'll! No there won't be any next time! Because I'm not sleeping with a child like you ever again!” “oh really I'm a child?!” He stepped closer, smirking slightly towering over you. You stepped back “then bre-st fe-d me.. Mommy” He whispered huskily. You stared at him in disbelief, you immediately slapped him “shut up! God watch your mouth!” You immediately stormed out. Meanwhile Jungkook held his cheek where you slapped him just now.

After a week

You ignore Jungkook at all costs. Mind your own business, you focus on your flower shop that you've opened recently as a hobby mostly. His nonchalantly hurt your ego acting as it was nothing, you were nothing but was just an easy lay when he was drunk.

I mean how dare he act like that? Just because he's the CEO now? Just because I'm not usually like the girls he goes out with? Just because of that he thinks he can play around with me? Heck no I'm not letting this kid play with me. Just as you were deep in your thoughts you were interrupted by the opening of the door signalling the arrival of a customer.

The moment you looked up…. Great. It was Jungkook looking around the store skeptically “Thought I should visit you here for once” He muttered uninterested. You rolled your eyes “there was no need” He looked around the flowers “can you make a bouquet with.. Pink roses and lilies?” . Your eyes widened slightly at his request… you liked both pink roses and lilies. Is he by any chance?...

You immediately nodded and started working on the bouquet. “Would you like to add a note?” You spoke suggestively. He ruffled his hair in frustration “is that necessary?” You gritted your teeth “yes it means alot to me!... For my shop… I'm good at calligraphy” He shrugged “Just write To Jansie” You paused. They're for a girl?

You immediately lowered your head and wrote in the note as he said. You felt like an idiot to even think it was for… you. That's stupid of course. Why would you even think like that.. And expect from someone like him. “so.. Who's Jansie?” Jungkook smirked, “why does it matter?” You rolled your eyes “my bad for asking even. Here” She handed him the bouquet roughly. “How much?” You scoffed “you don't have to pay.” You sighed, you avoided him completely and sprayed water on the flowers. Jungkook stared at you in amusement “so I don't have to pay every time now?” You glared at him “only if it's the same girl every time.” He chuckled at your words “Then that's not free after this” He left quickly before you could snap at him. You sighed, shaking your head.Assh-le

Suddenly the door opened once again. It was a 5years old little girl. You immediately smiled at the little girl “aw you want to buy flowers sweetie? Where's your mommy? Or daddy” Just then a tall man entered… in his early forties looking for his daughter…

It wasn't just a random man… it's your ex husband. You stared at the little girl then at him. Her face matches with her father. You felt all those bad memories flood your mind once again… Your inability to give children… the argument.. The insults.. The betrayal… lastly the divorce… it's too much…

“Tulips please! It's mama's birthday she loves them” The little girl speaks unaware of the intense tension growing.

The man avoided eye contact with you. Shame was written all over his face. “Daddy can I play in the park please?” She pouted while pointing at the park right there. He sighed letting her go. Once she left.

He stepped closer “so this is what you do now?” You paused meeting his eyes. The same eyes you once fell for… but you feel nothing but hatred now “I remember you always wanted to have a flower shop or open a bakery—” You immediately stopped him “don't. Don't act like you know me after everything Heesung” Heesung sighed “I know.. I.. I had no choice Y/n” You scoffed bitterly while arranging the flowers “Adoption was a choice always. But you chose the other way, very well” “You know I've always wanted to be a father Y/n…and you are not capable—” “well congratulations ! you wanted to be a father you're now. But could never be a good husband! ” You were practically yelling, your chest heaving with all pent up heartbreak and frustration. Heesung froze, he looked down in shame “Y/n please hear me out.. I still love—” You interrupted him immediately “Don't you dare finish that sentence” You handed him the bouquet harshly “that'll be 60”.

He looked at you one more time before leaving “I'm sorry Y/n…” You didn't look at him, you don't want to give him the satisfaction of your tears.

Once your shift was done. You went straight home, opened the refrigerator and poured yourself a whiskey drinking it one gulp. Your alcohol tolerance is extremely low… You felt like a wreck. Your trembling fingers scrolled through your contact. Without thinking twice you dialed the number.

Jungkook was on his date with Jansie. He furrowed seeing your number, usually you never call him, always text if you need anything. He picked it up “hey!... Remember that day you were joking about breastfeeding?” He froze immediately hearing your tone… and your unhinged words “what are you talking about—” Jansie looked at him “who is it?” “Uh.. It's from the family..I gotta take this” He quickly got out of the pub getting back to you. “Are you drunk y/n?!” He could hear your chuckling from the other side “Mommy is never drunk sweetie. Come home lemme give you some of my milk” His jaw dropped at your bold reply. He gulped taking a moment to answer “Y/n…put the bottle away I'm begging you—” “Do you want me to spank your brains out baby boy?” She whispered huskily. “Now come back home ASAP… oh and bring cond-ms” she declined the call. Jungkook stared at his phone, still shocked. He ruffled his hair roughly“Is she f-cking serious right now…” He chuckled to himself