Jungkook stared at the screen… Heesung? Who is he? He never heard of this guy's name from you ever. He wondered if you're dating someone maybe? Suddenly it hit him like a truck. What if you actually didn't want it to be him? Maybe this Heesung dude. He wasn't thinking rationally, logic already left his brain the moment he saw the text. He scooted away from you turning his back while muttering in disappointment “can't believe I ditched my date for this… why did she call me then. Could've asked that Heesung”

Suddenly an idea popped up in his mind… Very reckless and stupid. Even he knows it. It's none of his business but he was so fucking curious to know who this guy is. He pulled out his phone and dialed the number of that man. After a few seconds, a very deep voice picked up. Probably a smoker no wonder. “Hello?” “Is this Heesung?” “... Yes? Who is this?” Jungkook scoffs “First tell me who the f-ck you are? Texting y/n so late at night?!” The man on the other hand froze. He answered angrily as well “That's none of your concern. That's between us” Jungkook chuckled bitterly “none of my business? It is very much my business when she lives with me and yes for your information. It's exactly what you're thinking.” Heesung's fists clenched.. You've moved on? He's a jerk to even hope that you're still alone. “I'm her ex husband and I'm trying to fix things here. Don't you dare—” Jungkook's eyes widened then immediately his blood boiled. The audacity of this jerk to text you after everything he had done. “Fix things? Really after years now you want to fix things? Guess what . The damage you have caused can never be fixed. Stay away from her because if I find you…” “who the fuck do you think you are?! You—” “It's Jeon Jungkook. Google the name if you're curious.” He ended the call right then. He rolled his eyes… Asshole.

He checked your phone again. Heesung has unsent that text . Jungkook smirked in victory, putting your phone aside. He looked at you for once “what did you even see in that jerk” He muttered softly.

Next day

Y/n wakes up with a terrible headache and slightly sore legs. Your eyes widened finding yourself naked. You held your head in embarrassment “god not again…why?!” Jungkook stepped inside the room. He was only wearing grey sweatpants, his abs and sculpted body prominent. He smirked “guess we're even now. I threw myself at you and yesterday you threw yourself at me. And we both were drunk. Coincidence isn't it?” You glared “shut up! Don't you dare—” He smirked “I think you drank intentionally to get in my pants?”. “Hell no! Stop being so delusional!” You sighed “I was upset alright? I wasn't thinking straight and… yea for now I've no other guy on my contact list to…” You immediately stopped yourself realising how cheap and desperate your words sounded. Jungkook exaggerated a gasp “y-you used me… how dare you! I can't believe I slept with an evil woman like you” He mimics your tone playfully. You couldn't help but laugh “stop it. I don't sound like that! And who are you calling evil—” you suddenly remembered he was on a date.. “Wait. What happened with your date— I'm so sorry” He looked away “yea don't worry about it… what happened so bad that you had to drink that much?” Y/n looked away in embarrassment… 'Nothing at all’ you looked away, your eyes welling up. He sat on the bed “I think I've the right to know why you used me at least.” He one hand caressed your cheek while wiping the single tear that rolled down your cheek which you didn't even realize.

You looked trying to ignore the warm sensation you felt in your chest at his touch. “Yesterday… a man came in with his daughter to buy tulips..for his wife” You chuckled bitterly. “It was my ex husband. Choi Heesung” You chuckled trying to hold down your tears in front of this man who's almost a decade younger than you. But Jungkook could see right through it

He wrapped his hand around your waist pulling you closer. You gasped softly in embarrassment. You were still naked under the blanket but his touch felt so tender. Your body relaxed immediately. “so? He's married so what? You're not behind either.” You broke down into tears “I'm.. Because I'm still stuck behind! I can't.. Move on.” You covered your face in embarrassment while sobbing. It's pathetic. How he built a family within these years while you couldn't move on yet. “The only thing that I did after all these years was marry your father and sleep with you twice. That's what I've been able to do till now!” You felt even more pathetic now admitting right in front of him after your divorce he's the only man you've slept with till now.

He suddenly removed your hands from your waist . Grabbing your chin making you look at him. “And I'm proud of you.” You stared at him in confusion. “What?” He wiped your tears. “You loved him, that's why you took your time. It's not a competition “ He sighed but you argued “really? I'm pushing 40s and that's what you can say… just say it. You think I'm pathetic too..” “I never thought of it” He leaned in. “Although it feels like a compliment” “What do you mean?” He smirked “after years only my d-ck has helped you move on” Your cheeks turn red at his words “hey! It wasn't because of you!!! Stop being so cocky will ya?!” Both of you burst into laughter.

You suddenly remembered about the girl Jansie. “Wait. Jansie?..Was she great though? ” “Yea nice girl definitely.It was going great until… you called” You looked down in embarrassment. “I- you shouldn't have left her” “what?!” You turned away “I probably would've passed out— you didn't have to come”

He rolled his eyes “Probably. At least she would've appreciated me… unlike some other Ajhumma” You gasped in disbelief. You immediately grabbed his hair angrily pulling him “Take your words back you lil mf! How dare you! I'm only 9 years older than you! Didn't your father teach you manners?!?? I'M STILL YOUNG! I SWEAR TO GOD YOU ARROG—” Despite the fact you were literally clawing his scalp he couldn't help but laugh loudly at your outburst.

He grabbed your waist pulling you on top of him effortlessly “Alright lady. If you're young still ride me” He winked suggestively. Your whole face was still red, fuming in anger. She gets off him “Ass” She muttered “well you're proving me right— You said yourself you're hitting 40s soon—” he continues to tease. You snapped “There's a difference between growing and ageing! And I'm growing stronger!” You slammed the bathroom door shut. You were pouting in anger.

Several days later

It's been a couple of days. You and Jungkook have gotten closer to each other. He's in fact a good listener, although the cockiness never ends but you're used to it. In fact, you like this trait of his. Even with the s-x that it comes with. Sometimes you feel confused… What are you even doing? Sleeping around with a man in his 20s..

You know you could just push him away and he won't even question it… but that's the problem. You can't resist him at all. The moment he starts kissing you going down from your face to jaw.. Collarbone…Chest.. And all the way to your core. You end up wrapping your legs around his head anyway.

What's worse, you two don't even speak about it. You're practically his step mother yet the two of you f-ck around like rabbits. Talking about it will probably make it even worse… because it's messed up.

But you've promised yourself if he finds a girl or gets into a relationship. You'll strictly hold yourself back and get out of his life. The thought sometimes makes your stomach turn but… it makes more sense. Even though you know you ignore the slight ache in your chest every time you think about it.

“y-you've a m-meeting!! Just let go” You whined while panting softly. He grinned, his face resting on the crook of your neck. “And I've told you to stop sleeping naked under the blanket, haven't I?” his hands tightens on your thighs suddenly pulling it up resting on his shoulders as his hips continue to thr-st lazily hitting the spot just right making your eyes roll. You hated and LOVED being woken up like this… being stuffed like this right in the morning… his hands kneaded your breasts while every thrusts, his b-lls slammed against your ass… “god… you feel so good...” He groans feeling you clench around his shaft. His hand immediately went down to your cl-t, rubbing the bundle of nerves making your back arch at the dual stimulation soon reaching your orgasms. He groans as he finally fills you up with his load.

That's right he stopped using condoms on your insistence. After all, he can't get you pregnant anyways… The only good thing about sterility.

Later at night

You came home late tonight holding a bouquet. Jungkook furrowed as you stepped inside angrily while holding the bouquet. You threw the bouquet in the bin without any regards.

“Mind if I take a pic and send that to your date?” He teased. You glared “it's not a date. And how dare you touch my phone without my permission?!”

(To be continued)